long night

Some nights are hard because of the leg cramps...but we kind of got a handle on that. Then last night the gout returned...it was awful! Bob doubled his meds and suffered. He's doing a little bit better this morning...I'll be so glad when this is over! Sometimes I get scared that he won't get better after the surgery, but I know he will...and when he is suffering with leg cramps and gout...I know we are on the right road to the transplant. I feel so bad for him...he wanted to go hunting this morning but that is certainly not going to happen. He says he's feeling well enough to go to work for Chad...maybe he should just go get the shot in the joint...even if that's not pleasant ... sigh...the first time he went for that shot he refused the shot to numb it first..he can be so difficult!! So they gave him the needle in the sore joint without numbing it...he won't make that mistake again!!! Sometimes I feel like I'm taking a child to the doctor's because he can pull some crazy stunts! I think losing control over what is happening to you is very difficult...esp. for Bob who can be a control freak...LOL...one step or one limp at a time! Oh well, the sun is up and we're still here...so bring it on!! :)